DREAM

I woke up one morning
With a dream in my eyes
After that, the dream occupies my
Thoughts all the time.

The dream is like a cloud of hope
When there are ters in my eyes.
That dream is like a ray of light.
When there are lonely dungeons in sight.

The dream shows me a world.
A world which seems very far sometimes.
But can be seen somewhere
In living angel’s eyes

A world it is of love
A world with no walls
A world where one doesn’t have to think
Before standing
If the ground is safe or not.

A world where one doesn’t have to wear a million masks
A world in we haven’t forgotten that
There is joy that makes a smile
A world where ‘me’ doesn’t come before ‘I’.

A world where guns can never replace doves.
A world which doesn’t have to be a battlefield for all who live
Where everyone can have a quite place under the sun.
A world where every eye sparkles with a dream.
A dream that can never be trodden upon.

It is with this dream that I live
It is with this dream that I grow
The dream makes me see
A better tomorrow

When all doors are closed
And ther is darkness all around
This dream creeps from a tiny hole somewhere
And shows me that there is still some light.

It scares me sometimes
To think that I am too far from reality
But then, deep down I know
There are many eyes dreaming my dream

And its only when the world seems
So blank, so stark, so rotting inside,
That I see thousands of paint brushes
Painting my dream, our dream!!

HUMANITY

I shout, but no voice is heard.
I run, but I have no shelter to run to
I just don’t look….
Because the past gives birth to fear.
But then, I don’t have anything to look towards to.
Everywhere I see, there is pain, agony, hunger, dissatisfaction.
And all this from the outside world gets into me.
And all thos from the outside world gets into me.
And I feel I have become what I have never wanted to be.
The world’s people seem to be teaching me to live only for myself.
The elders seem to be saying quietly.
That the battle is lost without fighting.
And when I look around for some solace
I find none.
But I still try to console myself
Try to be optimisticin this harsh cynical world.
I hear. I talk, I spread the message of love
Wherever I see darkness.
I try to heal the wounds of the past through my words.
But again I am scared.
I am scared that one day
These words will fall short
My actions will not speak the language they do today
And this world will rob me off my
HUMANITY!!!

LONLINESS!!

How can I ever forget?
The days of lonliness.
When I sat all alone
In a crowd of madness.

Why are we living a lie?
Has our confidence made us so shy?
That emotions become a crime.
And character is being sold for a dime?

Why is there no difference between infatuation and love?
Why are we dirtying the gift of almighty above??

Why don’t we understand that
If we have to hide our love
Then better not to have that crap!

One day when I will find
The answers for these from my mind.
Then that day , god I will
Surely surrender to this evil
But till then let me just live
For myself and for you
because I am yet to find someone more true!!

i am dead

I AM DEAD AND MY SOUL HAS GONE.
NOW A NEW EMOTION HAS BEEN BORN.

AN EMOTION TO LOOK FORWARD TO NO ONE
BECAUSE I AM HURT, SLAUGHTERED, BEATEN AND BURNED.

I AM DIEING INSIDE WITH SORROW SO DEEP.
TRIED IT HARD BUT STILL MORE INSIDE IT SEEPS.

I SAW EVERYTHING WITH MY OWM DAMN EYES.
I BEARED ALL HIS NONSENSE AND ALL HIS LIES.

DEEP DOWN I FEEL LIKE A WHORE.
WHOM EVERYBODY USES AND ASKS FOR SOME MORE.

SOME MORE PLEASURE, SOME MORE EXPLOITATION.
BUT I AM TRYING TOO HARD TO GET THIS REALIZATION.

THAT I AM AN OBJECT FOR WHOM NO ONE CARES
SITTING IN MIDDLE OF THE ROAD ROAD WHERE EVERYONE STARES.

EACH EYE ASKING ME HOW?? AND WHY???
I COULD LET THIS HAPPEN AND STILL NOT DIE….

HOW DO I TELL THEM THAT AN OBJECT I AM NOT
ALWAYS IN MARKET, WHERE YUO CAN PICK AND SPOT…

YES EMOTIONS ARE WHAT I HAVE TOO
YES EMOTIONS ARE WHAT I HAVE TOO.

YA I LOVE HIM BUT I HAVE TO STOP IT NOW….
HE LIED TO ME AND I HAVE TO FORGET HIM SOMEHOW…

DO I STILL LOVE HIM ??? I GUESS I DO STILL.
THOUGH I KNOW HIS FEELINGS FOR ME ARE JUST NIL.

IF HE LOVED ME , HE WOULD HAVE STOPPED ME THERE AND THEN,
BUT HE CHOSE TO HIDE IN HIS SECRET DEN.

NOW HE SAYS ‘I LOVE YOU’ AND I KNOW ITS NOT TRUE..
OR ELSE HE WOULD HAVE DECLARED IT TO ME AND YOU..

BUT IT TOOK HIM TIME TO THINK IF HE COULD COMMIT..
AND NOW I AM LEFT ALONE WITH MY EMOTIONS ON A SUMMIT…

WHY DID IT HAPPEN??? WHAT DID I DO???
CAN ANYONE ON DIS EARTH BE JUST TRUE???

HE PLAYED WITH MY FEELINGS AND I AM SHATTERED TOTALLY..
EVERYBODY WARNED ME BUT I WAS TOO SILLY..

NOW I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO….
YES I LOVE HIM BUT THE TRUST IS STILL DUE…

THE TRUST WHICH HE BROKE IN SECONDS…
THE TRUST ON WHICH MY LIFE DEPENDS..

HAS IT EVER HURT YOU SO MUCH INSIDE….
THAT YOU WANT TO HURT YOURSELF MORE OUTSIDE.

SO THAT YOU FORGET THE PAIN OF THE HEART
AND DEATH IS THE NEW LIFE YOU CAN START…

MY TRUST HAS BEEN HUNG NAKED IN A SHOP
ITS BEING AUCTIONED AND ITS BEING STOCKED…

STILL I AM LIVING…STILL I AM BREATHING..
BUT THIS PAIN INSIDE ME IS JUST NOT HEALING

I WAN’T TO GIVE UP EVERYHTING I HAVE NOW..
I DON’T WANT TO LOOK GOOD FOR ANYONE SOMEHOW

I WAN’T TO HIDE SOMEWHERE IN THE CORNER..
SO THAT PEOPLE FORGET ME AND MAKE AFORMER..

A FORMER TO SUCCESS..A FORMER TO LIFE..
A FORMER TO EMOTIONS….A FORMER TO JIVE….

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